Where have i been? What have i been doing?

I have not posted in a loooong time. I am sorry for this. What have I been up to? Well school is coming to an end, finals week is here and for once i am not stressed out. I am excited that i do not have any tests this semester. All i have is projects, which for the most part, all of them are done. YAY!! Other than that, i have recently been starting my own business. Or at least trying. HA! Currently i have set up my own blog and facebook page, i have created a mailing list for my newsletters, i have created business cards and i have even started producing more work to sell. It has been a very exciting time. While all of this has been going on i have also been dealing with the normal drama in life. Oh man is there a lot. I hope to start posting more, for myself, as a way to escape everything. But i hope that others can relate too. Enjoy!

Following my own advise

I need to seriously follow my own advise. It is just so hard to do tho. I can seriously give some of the best advice, or so i think, but i just can not find it in myself to follow my own advice and i do not know why.. What brought me to write about all of this is that my friend wrote on her facebook saying "I am not good enough. Yet." But that is complete B.S. i told her " shut up. yes you are. you are more than good enough. some people just do not see all of your potential. they see what they want to see instead of looking at the true you. Never let anyone tell you differently or make you feel differently!!" And that is so so true. People see things differently all the time. They see what is at the surface but only we know what is below the surface. That is why feelings get hurt so much tho. Because people do not want to take the time to see what we see in ourselves and therefore we get offended, we get hurt, we lose our self esteem and we start to crumble. I feel like i have reached that point too many times. I know others have too and i wish there was a way to stop it. A way to make others see what we see in ourselves... This is not always a good thing tho i guess because once we start to crumble we see ourselves in a distorted way which is not really how we are. I hate to say this but i wish that everyone could just live in their own little world all the time that way we could all see ourselves in a positive way and never have to be down on ourselves... This will never come true tho and everyone will continue to be judgmental bitches and make everyone feel bad about themselves.. just the world we live in today. Which sucks!!!

WARNING!! This blog is just for me. I am not trying to please anyone. I am not trying to bring up interesting facts or anything like that... For that type of blog please follow my art blog at www.kotadayy.blogspot.com  or feel free to follow someone else.. Thank you!!


Sometimes we just need a place to vent. A place where we can get all of our feelings out and no one will judge us. I'm not sure if i even want followers to this blog. But if you truly want to get to know the TRUE me. The depressed, happy, sad, mad, confused, busy, determined, outgoing, loud, funny, rude, apologetic, crazy, people pleasing me... Then please, feel free to follow.